to you, there is this thing boiling in me. maybe u didnt know.
but i just wanna sae, ur words and actions r provoking me.
i don think i'm a girl who gets angry over small lil things.
but if u take my patience for granted, sorry i've to speak up.
i don think age is a measure of maturity. but rather, experiences.
i dony deny that i was frustrated, but, who doesnt ?
esp when so many things come at one go? n u just came at
the very wrong time. the fact is, i'm frustrated over school works.
not at anything else.n this frustration would just go in a few minutes.
but becos of u... well, i guess u jus dunno me well enough.
the respect i have for u is seriously, gone. becos i felt a sense of accusation,
stuck up attitude from u during the conversation. not that i dunno.
hey, i know alot. but i don go around telling ppl,
i know this n i know that. i've never said that this is
a competition between groups. u misinterpreted it.
don u know we even went out as a big group to have fun?
yes, i laugh and smile alot. i love to joke. but please understand,
i'm not a small girl. i don like to get preached at.
i admire these friends whom i have. they have strong talents
n everything.
but that doesnt mean i look down on others.
like comon, if u love strawberry, r u trying to sae u detest all other fruits?
i had enough of arguments. i don think there should be an argument
in the first place. like, what message r u trying to bring across ?
becos going one big round just isnt doing good for both of us.
u claimed u noe my intention. is just that my actions show otherwise.
like, what is this? u meean i treat them like enemies? i don understand?
and i don even care about approaching u to clarify it.
cos i trust the relationship i have with my friends.
whatever u want to think ok? i donno should i be angry or
find this matter a joke.
i think u read too much. thats it. u read too much into whatever i've said.
and don come to me n sae, u all n u all.
becos i know that message is only sent to me. i think i'm punctual enough.
i fought hard, not becos of u. but for the one who gave me the talents and abilities.
i'm not very pleased with u. maybe for this moment.
i hope u don keep thinking in ur own way.
becos, things arent going as what u think. we're one big family. i know that.
thanks for reminding me. n no need to worry. i don think u're lecturing me.
becos i think u r in no position to lecture me. i treat it a reminder from u.
thats it. i don wish to talk about this anymore.
I DON WISH TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
simply, i wanna forget all these bad things. is bad for my health anyway.
i stress again, i love my friends.
i'm sorry if my words are mean but i think ur words r no better.
i need listening ears and sincerity. i don need ur constant preaching.
now u think i'm a difficult person to deal with. but others don have the prob,
why u have? yes i'll do a deep reflection of myself. hey, u need too huh.